It’s been a long time since I last posted an entry. I barely have the time to regularly update this blogsite like I normally do the last few months. When I have the time, I don’t think I have the energy to be crazy emotional, or be creative or even be flamboyant to write about anything. So I just chose not to just write for the sake of writing. But since it’s the new year and I think I have the energy for now, let me just go ahead and try to write something, not just for the sake of having an entry.

Just a question for all you guys. Have you ever felt as if you’re life, you’re every happiness, all that you hold dear in your life has been placed on hold because for a long time you’ve been waiting for that special someone, that Romeo, that knight geared in his sparkling shining armor to walk into your life and sweep you off your feet? And when he finally comes, tells you that he feels the same way and yet he’s just not ready to commit himself fully in fear of being a disappointment, or of hurting you in the process, and that he still has bigger dreams for himself and for the responsibilities he still needs to tend to, how are you supposed to feel about that? Are you supposed to feel glad that at the end of the day, the guy you think is right for you actually feels the same way that you do? Or are you supposed to feel scared of not ever imagining yourself with someone else? Scared of the thought that you have been unintentionally given false hope and that even though he loves you, he will never ever act upon those feelings, because his own dreams in life are bigger than his love?

How do you place yourself in this kind of situation? Do you just cry about it? Do you just talk this over with your friends, whose stories of love may seem a lot more miserable than yours making you feel guilty for even complaining at the first place? Do you just write about it and express it fully on your blogsite? Do you talk this over with the other person involved, with the fear of losing him completely in the process? Or do you just enjoy the moment, and just let the chips fall where they may for now?

Just simple questions…. purely hypothetical. :))